When Life Gives You Cancer

  Hello everyone, I'm back with another update on my ongoing battle against cancer, and what a journey it's been. Recently, I received a call from my doctor, and the urgency in his voice was palpable. Time was of the essence, and my medical situation remained frustratingly unclear. Before my hospitalization, I could still manage to move with the aid of a crutch. However, during those initial weeks in the hospital, something alarming occurred. The numbness in my leg, a constant companion, intensified to the point where I lost the ability to walk. Paralysis had become my reality, and it was a nightmare I had always feared. Living with paralysis is an indescribable challenge, both physically and emotionally. I spent nearly three weeks in the hospital, grappling with the reality of my situation. Each day was a battle against pain, uncertainty, and fear. The medical team conducted numerous blood tests and analyses, and then came the daunting news of yet another MRI. But here...

           What I'm about to share today might be worrisome for those who care about me as it is  disheartening for me . It's been half a year since I left Southeast Asia and returned to my home country in search of medical attention. Yet, despite five months passing since my surgery, I find myself still without treatment. I've poured thousands of dollars into tests, analyses, and scans, not to mention the myriad other expenses, and yet, I'm trapped in excruciating pain with no clear treatment plan in sight. The doctors are still grappling with the enigmatic nature of my illness, which is undeniably spreading throughout my bone marrow but remains elusive in my blood tests. To be honest, I don't fully comprehend the intricacies of how it all works, but I've entrusted them with my life and followed their guidance faithfully. However, as time marches on, hope begins to wane, and I'm confronted with the grim prospect of a slow and agonizing decline. The pa...